Becoming Slave









My need to become a slave to my Master consumed me. My only desire was to be everything he wished me to be and to do anything he demanded of me. But it was not as simple as I thought it would be, it is not easy relinquishing complete control to someone. I presumed I had in the past but Master has shown me that I had no clue what giving up COMPLETE control meant. I had the desire but I was apprehensive as well, maybe I was scared that I would disappoint my Master, that I was not truly slave as I yearned to be. Once I presented my fears to my Master I was able to conquer them. I still have a long path to travel, and countless lessons to learn, but I do not fear them as I once did.

Recently Master showed me that I was slave and that I do please him in everything I do. I owe everything I am to my Master, without him I would be nothing, an empty shell. He helped me find the part of me I always felt was missing, with Masters strong guidance and love I have finally become a complete person.

Now dont get me wrong, I had no clue what was missing, it's not like I knew I was submissive. I always put other's needs before my own, but I had no idea that was the first clue to my being submissive. When I discovered D/s I was completely fascinated with it, I spent a solid month reading everything I could get my hands on, every moment of free time I spent exploring D/s.

I feel and think totally different about everything now that I am slave to Master. He controls me totally, in ways I'm not even conscious of and even when I am aware of them I can't do anything about it. For a person for whom submission is everything, it is almost indescribably delicious when you start to feel this way but it doesn't happen overnight. You must have patience because it can take along time but it does happen. And it continues to deepen as the relationship matures and develops.

Below is a poem i found that pretty much says it all i think.

Today, tomorrow, and forever...
i give myself to Thee,
in mind, body, and spirit...
in You i am set free.

My Gift to You is given...
with trust and love inside,
and i know that You will teach me,
and always be my guide.

As W/we grow T/together day by day,
and walk the path of life...
T/together W/we will make it through
the good times and the strife.

i will proudly wear Your collar
and know that i am blessed,
to have You as my Master;
to be chosen from the rest.

On O/our special day together...
kneeling before You as I do,
my wrists crossed in acceptance,
my submission given to You.

My head is down, my eyes lowered,
i hear you call my name...
i look up at You - O/our eyes meet,
In You, i know no shame.

You hold the collar before me
and place it about my neck,
I feel the texture of the leather,
and then I hear the click.

As You gather the leather for my wrists,
and i feel the ties that bind...
i know that now i belong to You
and will proudly walk behind.

You pull me up and kiss my mouth,
and hold me oh so near...
i feel Your warmth and smell Your scent,
and say words i long to hear.

"From this day forward, you are mine,
Only to Me do you belong,
And I gladly accept your precious Gift...
My love and desire for you strong."

And within O/our special ceremony,
O/our F/friends will be present to share...
By gracing U/us with love and happiness
To show how much T/they care.

In my final thoughts and words to You...
Master, i want to say...
i love You, and adore You,
And with You i have found the way.

To hear the strength within Your words,
And the tenderness of Your special touch,
The infinite patience as You guide me...
Knowing it will never be too much.

i want to be the best that i can be...
make Your hopes, wishes, and dreams come true,
And knowing if i can accomplish that...
i will be the best possible submissive for You!

Author Unknown




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